"Never ignore a person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you because one day you might wake up and realize you lost the moon while counting the stars."

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Minggu ni semua post bertema kan pengajian, very the skema you all. Masih teringat bila zaman muda-muda lepas habis sekolah, berkobar-kobar nak belajar dekat  universiti, dihantar ke UiTM Merbok dengan penuh air mata, dah macam filem hindustan. I find that was the greatest decision I have ever made, it sounded bollocks at that moment, law? how the f am i supposed to do this? I heard you could get a heart attack from the pressure of studying law, and that was 4 years and a half years ago, I now pray for the best and hopefully to graduate.

In four and half years, I have had the opportunity to meet interesting people, I have made f awesome friends. Tapi kadang-kadang rasa sedih sebab I feel like everything was founded on the basis of "strictly in faculty relationship", sounded like a blatant accusation but I find it very much  the truth. Sometimes I wake up in the morning, I ask myself, "do these people actually care about others?" Why is it hard to even care about others? how can you treat people like a soulless object people?  I have given everything I have, I have given things that I don't have for everyone, and now I see no point at doing that.

To be honest to myself, as I'm writing this, I am truly tired. I'm tired of everything, I'm tired of trying and allocating my effort to anything.  Effort seems futile.