Since the name of my blog is "fesyen and whateverlah" I shall now take the liberty to post something out of fashion. I sometimes get jealous of the life of the people I know. Life is clear, life is simple. Like god have given them a clear path, and tell them "this is how you should live you life". Don't get me wrong, I don't regret every minute of my life, I just wish it is easier than this.
This is not another example of those letters where it ends with suicide. I'm just not dumb enough to waste the life god had given to me.
Have you ever wished something so much, and when you finally got it, it turned out to the opposite. I just hate that feeling, it makes you feel helpless, somewhat clueless, like losing your identity, like someone pressing that 'DELETE' button. I must say for now, I am living the life of a zombie, without any feeling, I've given too much, I've expected to much, I just can't anymore, I just need to leave everything in the hands of god.
God, if you are reading this, please help me, how do I go about everything. I'm helpless.
This is not another example of those letters where it ends with suicide. I'm just not dumb enough to waste the life god had given to me.
Have you ever wished something so much, and when you finally got it, it turned out to the opposite. I just hate that feeling, it makes you feel helpless, somewhat clueless, like losing your identity, like someone pressing that 'DELETE' button. I must say for now, I am living the life of a zombie, without any feeling, I've given too much, I've expected to much, I just can't anymore, I just need to leave everything in the hands of god.
God, if you are reading this, please help me, how do I go about everything. I'm helpless.
